hmm...blah...41 wks...

so...

today is 41 wks.

i'm feeling pretty down/bummy/not motivated to do anything and tired (even though i slept from 12am - 9:30am...with about 8 pee breaks in between of course).

i keep thinking about the appointment tomorrow. hallie seems to think that they're likely going to find a reason to induce me. i keep on holding out hope that they'll at least let me come home and wait it out for a few more days...or at least i thought so. i'm starting to get a little bit impatient about this whole thing. maybe it'd be best if they did just induce me and get him out.

one of my tickers has said for the last week that i should basically chill out, most first babies come 8 days after their due date if they're not induced beforehand. well, that would mean carter should be here tomorrow. i asked kenny, what if i start having contractions/am in the early stages of labor but have to go for my stupid appointment tomorrow morning at tgh before i'm ready to be at the hospital. i could totally see that happening. whatever. i worry about too much.

i think i'm gonna go watch the last two episodes of gossip girl i have on dvr. maybe that'll cheer me up.

maybe i'll post a 41 wk picture later if i'm feeling up to it. but i refuse to update my pregnancy belly progression photo...unless they let me go to 42 wks and i can take a photo next monday to keep it even.